The Unbearable Lightness of My Life
2005.03.29 22:45

Here in Off Broadway, i Mac is located so that everyone can use it. For a guy at age 43, dancing salsa means nothing. At best it demonstrates how I am poor at dancing. At least I came here in order to establish a solid relationship with that girl, who's age is 28 for the first time I heard directly from her. She's dancing with someone, for her dancing with someone is just fun, as I used to mention, she has got already married to a guy(35 ) two years ago. Now he lives in another city, comes down to Fukuoka once only at weekends. Here we say weekend marriage as opposed to cohabitant based marriage.
I wonder for those who have got no kids, what marriage means. In more vulgar words, it just means ' monopolistic social contract between two opposite genders who want to have relationship exclusively with one another'. My life is light. Dancing is much more light. Physical relationship is supposed to be serious, but actually sometimes much lighter than anything. What anything left I've got to seek for meaningful life to pursue?