Lost Scripts
2005.05.25 1:57

The year 1975, 1976 was one of my most prolific years for my writing, including 2 anthologies, On Beethoven and Schubelt's symphonies(first critic 1975), The Transfiguration(my first novel 1976) -All are gone. The writings in 1977 were also gone. Gone. Especially those two years(1975, 1976), I left tens of thousands of writings and kept them for a long time till around 1985.
My memory trek continues till I fully compensate for the loss. ..I want to believe large portion of my writings that I wanted to leave was left, I want to think so. Whereas it would be so hard for anyone to guess what's the missing link between Anthlogy in 1971 and the Eve in 1978. It remains to be an eternal riddle. I will translate my writings as many as possible.
Thinking about them-lost scripts from now, I feel like as if I really didn't like them to leave. Because I really like it, I will keep on holding it as I have been doing as regards Anthology in 1971.
By the way I do have a comment book which has 647 entries from 1999 to 2003. I intend to introduce all. Coming soon. Unless we made public, all those writing materials are subject to entropy's law. Things Left untouched are likely to scatter as time goes by...