Bronchitis
2005.05.03 16:34

For the first time in six months I saw my lovely lovely first and foremost girlfriend, she'a teacher in an elementary school. Needless to say, I am a teacher too, but in a technical college any way I am. As was the usual as what she used to be, she was coughing. While I was stroking her chest(not breast) I said to her, ' Bronchitis is a common disease for teachers.' Yeah yes, when I was still late twenties, I was having classes something like 7 times in a day, same classes in a different levels. As if I were not speaking at the near end of the day, 6th class and 7th class, as if someone different than me was speaking in front of students, actually I could have a class without thinking anything about 'lessons', 'classes' at all. As if I were watching someone who was actually having classes. That's a complete separation from 'thinker' and 'doer', anyway the problem was not that but a dust of chalk. Of course I don't smoke, but because of the constant exposure from chalk dust, I have had a chronicle bronchitis since then, and it would be incurable unless I change my job.
Now my best friend returns to my life. Let's overcome our obstacles, a friend makes enjoyment double and suffering half. Job is somehow a form of destruction, but also it is to live. Now it's time...