Jekyll and Hyde
2005.06.22 1:44

I'm working in many places, school,a retail company,an amusement facility, etc., many attractive girls are also working. But I never ask any of them to have date with me. I always keep on being a 'good man'.
After school, after I finished classes in school located at city centre, I often go to the bar to have a beer, where I often adamantly ask some girls there to have date with me, although I keep on being a 'good man' even in a bar, what I am asking is just unbelievable from the one in school in a day. Hyde is there.
people inevitably have two different phases, as long as we differ to use them, we have no problem, but...
Sometimes, I encounter the moment of truth. -I noticed starting to love some young attractive woman in my workplace. I can do nothing for it but to oppress my feeling in the bottom of mind. Because we spend too many hours in our workplace, it is nearly impossible to avoid starting to feel affectionate with someone.
But I have to oppress. It is a moment of frustration.